Ashutosh's Musings

So yesterday night, we’re partying; me, Akshay, Naveelah, Yakita and Pranay. Before the party and after the office, I and Yakita decided to go to Mcdonalds as Yakita really wanted to have burgers and perry perry fries at Mc D. Yakita looked for the nearest Mc D and we booked uber pool and were ready to go. I was happy as it was Saturday and I did not want to reach home early and do nothing. We were waiting for the cab to arrive outside our office at the large stairway. Earlier in the day, Yakita had told me that her boyfriend completed his graduation from my graduation college i.e. Maharaja Agrasen College, while we were waiting for the cab, I got reminded of it and I asked her to show his picture if I had known him or seen him in college. I saw his picture but I could not recall him and reconnect him from the college. Then I started looking up his profile on facebook and yakita laughed it off as I was stalking her boyfriend on fb in front of her. Then our cab arrived, we headed o...

Life has passed trying to please people; And making sure that my actions or words are right and they mustn’t not hurt anyone. Always, as I remember in retrospect, I was pleasing someone or other in the bleak hope of winning select few with my utmost genuine efforts. Looking back, I don’t understand where I went wrong and why I failed in all my efforts? A lot of life’s still left to live. Heart wants to continue pleasing people I meet for that is what gives it some satisfaction if not all. What about the longing of having it all? It does not know the right answer. Who knows the right answer? Why won’t somebody tell the right answer? God? Why don’t you tell me? People say there is no as such right answer, but why? Am I not already confused enough otherwise?