Emotions

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when the tests just got over,
results were all, he would keep thinking over.
Meanwhile, his past would flash back;
the past of failures, and disappointment. 
but his face would only smile back;
smile back and try to be strong...
would he make it this time? 
or would it be the same old story one more time?
A.

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