Ashutosh's Musings

Nowadays I remain ill at ease, I am operating against all odds. Lockdown has come rather hard on me for it is hitting me on my weaknesses. I am more ill at ease because instead of conceding to those weaknesses, this time around I have decided to fight them with all my heart. However, the timing is imperative here, which I got wrong I feel,, but now I have set on this path I do not wish to go backwards as I feel I am stronger than I actually am.  Why I said the timing is wrong because for the past 25 days I have been all alone on my own locked in a small 2 BHK flat because of Covid19 outbreak and I have gone out only once to get vegetables, and other essential stuff. My point is if I had decided some other time to fight these weaknesses of mine I would be much better off. What weaknesses I am talking about? Well, some other time maybe. 

Day 22: So I got up at 8:30 AM. I got to know to that Papa had also left early morning from Babina to village and was about to reach our illage, baba called me up and he told me about papa. Then I got up I had got the methi chopped the previous night. I started making methi ke paratha. I made had them in the breakfast and it was delicious. Then I opened the laptop and looked for any important work. I mailed one or two people and then I got busy with the work and later finished household chores of cleaning and cooking. Since I had not eaten much after breakfast I made 2 rotis one normal and the other was of methi and ate around 5PM. But in the dinner, I prepared Biryani the Sanjeev Kapoor style. I looked his recipe up on youtube and then I prepared it his way. Eventually, it turned out to be tasty and I made it extra mistakenly so I am gonna eat it tomorrow as well.